To start things off smoothly, i want to try and explore different things and enjoy them with all i can. i dont know why people tell me i am too nice and always happy, but i can see it now. dont get me wrong though, i am not the kind you should take advantage of. i can simply change into this person who is very mean and gives you glares. but dont worry, i do not dare do those in front of others...Or Do I ?.
moving on, today i almost got into a car accident. the car got dented, but it was the other driver's fault. i felt sorry actually for the other driver. she looked super worried. but whatever, i cant help it if she was the one who carelessly did that. wait, HOW CAN I BE THIS HEARTLESS?? i do feel sorry for her. i want to wipe of that worried and pained look on that person's face. goshhh. no wonder people tell me im too nice. but it probably a instinct that everyone (at least some of us) do. let me explain what i felt. (btw, this could be used for a manga i am hopefully dreaming on writing/drawing!)
in a split second, my heart was beating fast i can almost hear it. the car suddenly hits my car in the side and a sudden impact was made. after you had finally hit the break, you can almost hear yourself panting.
"hahh.hahh.hahh." i said and tried to calm down. "im sorry, i didnt see you.." the driver said when the person came out from the car. " we can fix this alright?" the person said with a worried face. then i stepped out from my car just to see how much of a damage had been done. thank god it wasnt much.
but the fact that i knew that in that very split second, i could have lost my life. but thank god, it didn't hit anyone of us and we were fine. after the while, we had to go to the police and fill out this form. which really took my time because i still had things i needed to do. but i felt a mixture of fear,anxiety, and sorry for the other person. this occurred just today.
so i tell all of you. please pray before you leave the house. or even when you are in the house. because no one else can protect you than God.